The most important person in my life

Today I thought I'd tell you about someone very special to me. She's the most important person in my life right now, she's my soulmate and I love her so much. She has changed my life completely. 

I know that right now you are probably thinking that I have a girlfriend I want to tell you about, but no. I don't have a girlfriend (or a boyfriend). I'm not even 100% sure if I like girls or boys, but more about that maybe later. 

The special person I wanted to tell you about is my best friend, Alisa.

Alisa, or as everyone calls her, Allu, is the most amazing person I've ever met. Even words can't describe how special she is to me, what she means to me or how much I love her. 

Allu and I first met when we were in eighth grade. Our friend introduced me to her at school before our first home economics class together. The moment I first talked to her I knew we were going to be friends but I had no idea how good friends.

   

We became even closer after we found out we were going to be at the same confirmation camp the following summer. Before the camp, after about 20 confirmation class meetings spent together with our friends, I realized how important she really was to me. I realized I had found myself a best friend. 

    What I have with Allu is something I thought I'd never found, after my trust was betrayed by a person I once called my best friend. With Allu I don't have to fear that she betrays my trust. I can tell her things I've never told anyone, I don't have to hide anything from her or pretend to be something I'm not. She listens when I have something to say, comforts me when I'm sad, is happy for me when something good happens and is there for me whenever I need her. I can tell her anything no matter if it's stupid or weird, she doesn't care. With her I have the weirdest conversations but the most meaningful and deep conversations too. There is literally nothing she doesn't know about me. 

   

Before I met Allu I was the girl who talked too much and did all kinds of weird things and was kind of crazy. But when I met her, I finally found someone who is even crazier than me, so I had to become the sane one to keep her from doing things she shouldn't. Therefore she keeps me sane. But now she is moving many kilometers away to another town to study. So I have started to fear that I'm going to go back being the crazy weirdo, when I don't have her here to keep me sane anymore. 

   

We've known each other for only less than two years, but over a year ago I already realized that she's not only my friend. She's my soulmate, my other half, a sister that I never had. She understands me truly, she cares for me, she would never hurt me on purpose and most of all she would never lie to me or break a promise she made. 

  

These next three years will be tough but I have fate in us and I believe that our friendship is meant to last. Right now the most important thing is that I love her and will always be there for her and she knows that.

   

Allu is the best friend I've ever had. My other best friends don't come even close to what Allu means to me, but they will always be part of my life too.

   

   

   This is Allu, my best friend, my

   soulmate, my other half, the best thing

   that has ever happened to me, I love

   her and I could die for her.