What's next

So, today was the last day of school. I ended my ninth grade. Now I don't have to study anymore if I don't want. Of course I will continue studying if I want a good job in the future. After summer I start my three year adventure at upper secondary school. I don't know jet what school it will be, but I'm ready whatever comes. Only thing I know is that I will get in some school for sure because my grade average is 8,5. With that I can get in almost any normal school. Now I just hope that my entrance exam points, to my number one choice, are enough to get me in there. My number one choice is an articulacy school that would give me really good chances to become a teacher. 

But now I don't want to stress about school. I have summer vacation and it's going to be full of different kind of adventures. Couple of weeks from now I'm at kid's camp as a mentor. Then again couple of weeks after that I have confirmation camp, there as a mentor as well. And little over week after that I have scout camp. Then after couple of weeks I have time to shop new clothes for school before I continue studying.

I don't know how I should feel about ending ninth grade. I'm happy that I made it through with good grades, but at the same time I'm really sad because my friends and I go to different schools and I won't see them everyday anymore. My friends are everything to me especially my best friend, who probably moves to a different city to study. When she leaves I'll feel so alone because I don't have her here with me, helping me make it through a day. But of course I'm happy for her if she gets in the school she wants. 

    We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun.